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Too Bored to Live, Too Scared to Die.

by Melancholy Robot

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Ian Martyn A great way to kick off 2019! There's a great range of style here, from downtempo mostly-acoustic tracks to powerful, loud ragers. Favorite track: Styx & Stones.
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1.
Getting Old 01:21
===================================================== Endless surprises and sad compromises You lose a whole lot on the way You can’t shake the feeling that everyone’s stealin’ a bit Of you For themselves Brilliant flashes, inhaling the ashes with good thoughts And theocracy When you’re out of touch do you know that it’s happning Or do you Just fade away It doesn’t feel the same Am I losing my brain Or just getting old? I’m getting old =====================================================
2.
===================================================== High fiving Satan on my way out White water rafting down the river Styx Kick flipping heaven-heights to stay ill Head patting Cerberus heads ‘Cause that’s how sick that I once lived I noticed You falter With every word you uttered This seance Is giving Me the chills so knock it off We’ll cower Breath bated The spirits just might hate us This nightmare We’re living Is just too real for me you see ‘Cause now I fear my memories Fist bump Mephisto on my way out Zip-lining through the valley of death yeah I’m grinding on the pearly gates now Ghost riding Ophanim ‘Cause that’s how sick that I once lived I noticed You falter With every word you uttered This seance Is giving Me the chills so knock it off We’ll cower Breath bated The spirits just might hate us This nightmare We’re living Is just too real for me you see ‘Cause now I fear my memories High fiving Satan on my way out White water rafting down the river Styx Kick flipping heaven-heights to stay ill ‘Cause that’s how sick that I once lived =====================================================
3.
Lie to Me 02:22
===================================================== Whoa Whoa When you lie Lie to me, it’s a shame Shame to see How you bend, every truth Till it breaks, Breaks apart and implodes Until there’s nothing left In your heart Anymore For anyone Or anything Whoa Whoa How’d you live All your life like a fool Place to place It’s all the same ‘cause it’s you It’s your life, you’re living for the hell of it So why should you care That nothing’s going to come of it You’re just scared Of everyone And everything Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa =====================================================
4.
===================================================== It’s so sad how you Swiped left on the love of your life ‘Cause they didn’t look like That they’d be your type, right? That assumption was wrong But how were you supposed to know? Their profile was junk And their picture was blurred Yeah it’s tough to Fall in love on dating sites But maybe you don’t have a choice And neither do I It’s a chore to Have to always be online 'Cause maybe we don’t have a choice But try as we might It’s tiring, right? Now you’ve lost all hope The matches just never arrive No one’s picking you out And you ran out of likes Reducing people to A pic and a couple of words Gets so shallow that you Can’t help but feel worse Yeah it’s tough to Fall in love on dating sites But maybe you don’t have a choice And neither do I It’s a chore to Have to always be online 'Cause maybe we don’t have a choice But try as we might It’s tiring, right? I think I’d rather die alone =====================================================
5.
===================================================== Nothing to do I'm just a fool Wasting away My day to day I know I don't Have any hope It's sad but true I’ve lost my cool Give me one thing One thing to die for Like a will to live Or an answer to the question Why am I even here Nothing to do Times up we’re through We're bored enough To all give up You tried to cope What a dumb joke You told yourself So you'd sleep well Give me one thing One thing to die for Like a will to live Or an answer to the question Why am I even here =====================================================
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===================================================== Don't you @ me baby Gonna ignore all the discourse I'm already mad online Please don't push me anymore Wealthy stupid fascists Russian robots, incel bastards Telling them to off themselves Getting banned a-gain, it's fine I need something to calm my heart Something to calm my heart My brain’s so tired but I can't stop I can't seem to stop Wanting to Logging on to hell today Gonna give myself depression Reading 'bout atrocities Juxtaposed with surreal memes Everyone is married Having children, and successful But I’m still struggling to get Out of bed at 1pm I need something to calm my heart Something to calm my heart My brain’s so tired but I can't stop I can't seem to stop Wanting to suffer Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh =====================================================
8.
===================================================== Success just seems impossible When I always feel the same Everyone’s just living day to day But I don’t think I can relate Why do I feel so inadequate? I’ve been trying so hard for years In pursuit of whatever the hell it was I was convinced I would find in age Just wanted to be Someone better than me Is that so much to ask? With every mistake My body decays And it aches more everyday Just wanted to dream But my reality Crushed that with apathy Aspirations to live Anything I could give Were all swept away with time My loneliness is my own fault but I complain That everything I’ve done is nothing but a waste From here knows when I’ll last on this forsaken rock I hope I’ll be smiling when my final heart beats drop =====================================================
9.
Moving On 02:46
===================================================== This machine is telling me that I am kind of dumb It’s algorithms we're written to make us obsolete We’re moving on But something’s wrong I don’t see how this lasts for long And it’s too late To hesitate We've gone too far to hit the brakes Just how much can we invest into the death of us? I can’t wait to buy up all of the real estate in Antarctica We’re moving on But something’s wrong I don’t see how this lasts for long And it’s too late To hesitate We went too far to hit the brakes ‘Cause what we’ve done Is sell our son’s Futures out for profit abuse It’s oh so clear What we hold dear As we die out in excuse I know that we’re all doomed =====================================================
10.
Effort 02:07
===================================================== I need, I need some sympathy I’m trying, so hard to be something I've been, I've been a mess of tears So long, it's getting hard to bare Giving up time For a chance At a moment To feel alive And at peace Like there's nothing wrong Turning away From the world And pretending That this'll be fine And okay 'Cause it's easier I need, I need some sympathy I’m trying, so hard to be something =====================================================

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This album was recorded and mixed throughout the year 2018. We worked very hard on it and hope you like it.

Melancholy Robot it is Bijan, Will, Elwin, and Jordan.

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released January 18, 2019

This album was 100% self-recorded, mixed, and produced. We made it in a bedroom.

See individual songs for performance credits.

Mastering by Sean Guerin www.innovativeleisure.net/artists/de-lux/

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