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The Perfect Loser

by Melancholy Robot

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1.
6 a.m. the bore begins Out of bed the floor is freezing I’m stumbling around to find I’m Gonna need more time to find my socks And I’m already late again So there’ll be no breakfast and no zen Just a scrambled brain that’s learned to drive In a zombified state of mind Will you allow me to wish it away These endless days and tiresome nights I don’t know what I’ve done wrong I just know I’m lost I messed up and now I’m stuck 6 p.m. it’s time I got home All the traffic’s taken it’s toll I wanna take my pants off And lie wide eyed wide awake But I got chores piling up to do And dinner for one to consume Oh look it’s already late So much for having any fun Will you allow me to wish it away These endless days and tiresome nights I don’t know what I’ve done wrong I just know I’ve lost I messed up and now I’m stuck 6 a.m. again I’m gonna Kill that alarm I’m sleeping in I called in sick today I’m going to live this life right
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Trainwreck 02:53
I wish I was better at this life At being human and making full sentences At feeling emotions and sleeping 8 hours a night but I can’t even seem to do that right I fail at things that I do every single day It’s so pathetic that I would cry if I remembered how Why can’t I seem to lose any weight My hair is falling out of my dumb stupid head And it takes all my effort just to stay this sad and alone It all feels like a cruel joke Don’t get me started love I’ve already lost I feel like I’m due another try I messed up this one enough for a second chance Or at least a different job I don’t hate so much please help Sometimes I seem to make myself feel sad Like when I buy a game I know I’ll never play Or spend entire days on the internet looking at cat pics It all feels like a cruel joke Don’t get me started love I’ve already lost Will things get better now Or someday later how Do you feel you’ve had enough had enough I just want to feel rested for one day goddammit
3.
I’m always fumbling Never good with love Kind of stupid, Dense, and lacking in the sense of the word Striking out again I’ll never get to first Just on the bench until I grow old Ohhh I could’ve sworn that you liked me But now I know that that was just crazy Thinking I could be so damn lucky To have someone as cool as you like me But at least it’s so clear now That I’ve got no chance in he-he-hell We’ve got chemistry Whatever that means what Something good or not Gotta say I’m already lost Time doesn’t wait Anxiety explodes Help me please god I’m gonna die all alone Ohhh I could’ve sworn that you liked me But now I know that that was just crazy Thinking I could be so damn lucky To have someone as cool as you like me But at least it’s so clear now That I’ve got no chance in he-he-hell
4.
Is it a lie that we're living? I don't think I could say We've blurred the lines by believing revisionist histories All I know is, you and I are through Or so I thought Don't turn away from me Don't turn away from me Let me redeem myself Don't let things end this way If you leave now then what was it all for Don't turn away Don't turn away from me
5.
I'm Alright 02:40
it's safe to say that i'm always on my own but i'm alright i am alright it ain't a crime to be holed up in my mind i am alright i am alright do i want the truth no that's okay i'm happy this way god i want the truth i got a brain i've forgotten how to use i am probably just fine i am alright this ain't a game so why am i player one i am probably just fine i am alright i am alright do i want the truth no that's okay i'm happy this way god i want the truth
6.
Sally Said 02:51
Sometimes I think I’m important but that never lasts too long She reminds me that my chances are always slim to none It’s just so easy to descend into obscurity so It’s no surprise she don’t remember me she don’t remember me Sally said she don’t know me And it’s bringing me down She only said that to hurt me So I’m hiding a frown She won’t stop until I feel lonely And then she laughs at me for giving anything a try If there’s a side to choose I know that she won’t be picking mine Yet she’ll ask me to stay but I’m going away It’s overdue I’m saying bye goodbye so long goodbye Sally said she don’t know me And it’s bringing me down She only said that to hurt me So I’m hiding a frown But know I’ll be leaving shortly So we’re strangers from now on What a shame that was
7.
Monday’s always feel so wrong I know That that’s a problem I can’t solve sooo I’ll spend 10 hours a day in my cubicle (That can’t be healthy right) And grow old just sit tight I don’t want to go to work tomorrow It’s such a drag and I just can’t be bothered Waking up is a battle I’ll lose And morning commutes are nothing I’d choose The thought that this is the rest of my life Is enough to make me want to die What led me to This end so soon Every single day’s so dull I know that this won’t change all on its own Soooo I’ll play the optimist this time And pretend this is fine Until I can Learn to love this stupid lie I don’t want to go to work tomorrow It’s such a drag and I just can’t be bothered Waking up is a battle I’ll lose And morning commutes are nothing I’d choose The thought that this is the rest of my life Is enough to make me want to die What led me to This end so soon
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tfti 04:39
I wasn't going to hang out tonight Something came up, it's true, I swear It's not like I'm scared of going outside or anything It's not like I'd rather be alone I'm feeling kind of silly Overthinking an excuse To keep me happy I've set myself to lose It looks like you guys had fun tonight I saw the pictures on Instagram tfti I don't know why It feels like we aren't even friends I'm feeling kind of silly Overthinking an excuse To keep me happy I've set myself to lose help me (x4)

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An album (but mostly a collection of songs) I recorded in the years 2014-2015. I changed equipment throughout, so hopefully it sounds a little consistent.

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released February 14, 2016

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